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Looking Back

Journal Entry: Sat Jan 12, 2008, 12:20 PM
  • Mood: Peaceful
  • Listening to: Michael Buble - Me and Mrs. Jones
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: The Office
  • Playing: Medal of Honor: Heroes 2 - Wii
  • Eating: Nothing as of now
  • Drinking: Good 'ol Water
I used to look at deviantArt as a symbol of my youth. I re-read all my works and my journal entries and had nothing else to do but laugh. Man I really have grown up from what I once was.

I now have a car, to drive over to my best friends who are still :iconfahm:, Nigel and Vic. Right now I'm in my second year of college and I'm working my ass off to maintain my scholarship. I've gone through a break up a year ago and am still single. Can't say I've gotten over her, but in my journey I've learned that in order to let someone go you have to realize that your never gonna stop loving them. I'll never stop loving her and always be there for her which is why we still remain friends. Right now I'm focused on patching up my life because I've hit a detour I didn't want to take.

So yea my life isn't where I planned or hoped it to be but you know what, the journey was a fun one. And I'm in the works of getting life back on track. I work as a solicitor for my school stealing money from Alumni. I also am in the works of getting in shape. Taking a half-hour jog while I'm down in the city for break, or swimming when I'm at school in Albany. My bass skills have grown better, and I run my own fight club at school. I broke my hand in said fight club but as always Its Life.

I've returned to my born roots of gaming and am back in the loop of the gaming world. I haven't taken to the tablet recently but looking back at my work from top to bottom, I have improved and theres no reason to stop a hobby you loved to do. So I might pick up that tablet once again, as soon as :iconfahm: picks up his and gives me some line art. :)

My latest slew of submissions have been just rants that I've had with the extra time to think up in Albany. Organic chemistry screwed me over last semester so now I'm appealing to get my scholarship back and stay one more semester in Albany. After which I will transfer back to the city and continue pursuing my dream of being a doctor. A dream that I will accomplish.

I've lost my taste in Anime/manga except for a select few. My taste in music has changed drastically to a varying love of many genres. Pretty much now, I can say I've reached a point of peace in my life. Not complete peace considering I have to worm my way back to happiness but you know what? I'm proud that I'm making it this far.

Thanks to those who stuck around to see me grow and thanks to those who will continue to stick around. And to DeviantArt, thanks for being around for the trip :)